The Day Before Tomorrow (modeling an impromptu sestina)
I can’t sleep past six. Yellow sun, skies blue,
and my manic brain needing to create, to find a pencil
as I make my coffee and begin a ritual in pajamas
(lord knows I don’t do this for the prosperity
…but energize every night before…mostly pasta
and, dare I admit it, chocolate.
Today, however, I ate the chocolate
driving from home to campus feeling blue
because it’s election day & I am twirled like pasta
on a fork ready to be dipped in tomato sauce (where’s my pencil?
I might want to save the spaghetti for another poem…more prosperity,
Crandall. The poet drinking coffee & eating meatballs in his pajamas.
I’ve scanned social media for the Djs, Bobs, Mollys & PJs -
those I once went to school with (kids who sold chocolate
with me to raise money for sports, bands, so Norhtstars could prosper.
Kids dressed in varsity jackets of green and blue).
I’m thinking about voting…needing to bubble with a #2 pencil
(why wouldn’t I reflect on meals of yesterday, kids from the past?).
Our school was mostly Italians…I know because of the cookies and pasta
during holidays (way before kids were allowed to wear pajamas
in school). This morning, I want to note with a pencil
how I didn’t grow politically until I moved away (tried the chocolate
in Belgium, ate the Magnums in Denmark, and dyed kimonos with Tokyo blue -
I got an education, climbed out of the Syracuse cave, & sought intellectual prosperity,
as if I was learning from Caliban through books. Just call me Prospero…
and bury my yesterdays tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow…keep me pasteurized.
This isn’t an English teacher poem, though: it’s political. Red, white, & blue
knowing that some of us where clothes to bed, others in other or just pajamas,
and life is rarely like that Democratic box of chocolate,
even if Gump wanted us to believe otherwise (sharpen that pencil).
Back to classmates of 1990 — the days of doing math with pencil
and thinking how if you could afford Gap or the Limited, you lived in prosperity.
Back to the days where we trick or treated for milky ways and chocolate
fueled from cheese and macaroni boiled in our youth (all that pasta)…
when it was cute to wear Star Wars & Cabbage Patch pajamas
before growing up and having to vote red state or blue.
Before taking a pencil to stab the eyes & vomit from the media’s pasta,
as our land of freedom & prosperity need a lot more nap time (prepare the pajamas).
All I want is to bake a cake, chocolate, & to listen to some Coltrane…his blues
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